Tuesday, 16 August 2011

My life.. Then and Now!!

I am sitting in my room eating a slice of delicious Double Cheese Margarita Pizza [ Courtesy -- Domino's] and thinking about how life changes so fast.. Well, it DOES change fast. I mean, i never imagined that i'll be taking a drop or something and that too for law!! :P  When i passed 10th standard with an excellent result, i knew that in my life i will definitely do something either in law or in medicine.. Medicine seemed a better option that time, so as a result i opted for Biology in my 11th Standard... Frankly, Biology is a subject which interests me like hell!!!  But the problem with me was that i disliked Physics and Chemistry and somewhere in my heart i always questioned myself.. Is this what i want? To be a Doctor??  I passed 12th with very good marks too and got good marks in all subjects except Physics and Chemistry..That's when i changed my mind about what i wanted to do..
There was this teacher in my school. She was my favorite teacher in school and i still adore her a lot!! She taught us English in 11th and 12th, and Social Studies in 10th!! God! I love that lady! She inspires me! She is also the Vice- Principal of my School. If there's a teacher who knows me well, that's her! She wanted me to go for law too. She even suggested it to my daddy!! :)
If i keep my sudden career change aside even i have changed as a person.. I was something very different than what i am now! I used to be this friendly girl who could easily get fooled by people. I was sort of an emotional fool! I was still very popular back then too! Lol!  I have always been part of the most popular people wherever i go! That's something that i love! Being popular i mean! I wonder what i would do if i wasn't popular at all. Now i am this girl who is hard to reach. I have limited amount of friends. Correction --- True Friends. And to be true, i am more happy that way. There are times when i do feel a bit lonely without any boyfriend as of NOW [LOL!] but i have developed patience as i DO NOT want to make any hasty decisions or wrong choices. I have committed some serious blunders when it comes to recognizing people for what they are not what they pretend to be. But it's a lot different now. I can actually tell the difference now. My life HAS changed a lot! But you know i am kind of happy with this kind of a change. In fact, i am very happy with the present me. Some people may think that i act like a bitch but that is because they deserve it! I don't behave the way i do just because i want to. I behave differently with different people depending on the vibes i get from them or depending on how they behave! Well, with everything said and written [in this case] i have drawn a conclusion.. With age and time everybody changes... Some accept the change some don't. I did. For my own good and i am actually benefiting from it! So people, if you think the change in you is for your own good then learn to embrace it. It helps a LOT! :)
Just like a flower embraces all the stages it goes through before becoming this eternal beauty, one should embrace changes one goes through throughout life.


Xoxo.  <3<3
Suabhi. [Butterfly] :)

18 comments:

Butterfly... :) said...

Wow!! I can actually write a blog!! :D This kind of is a good post! Pat on my back!! :D

Fictitious Fashion said...

Thanks for visiting my blog...
wow.. i guess v r riding the same boat..
I took Bio as my subject cos i love it.. wanted to be a cardiologist..cun clear PMT though.. thought of sticking wid dis field so m doing Biotechnology now..
Have done the same blunders in life.. All this going on in each of our lives has made me realize that you cannot criticize it for eternity.. Just be thankful for who you've become n what you have achieved.
Be happy :)

Nyc post

http://fictitious-fashion.blogspot.com/
-Akanksha

Butterfly... :) said...

Same pinch on the Biology thing then. I know that's why i learnt to embrace the change in me. :) And to be true i am quite happy!! :D Will definitely tell you net year about the Law College i get! :P And i just LOVED your blog. I was thinking of blogging about Fashion too! So please follow if you may and tell me about the posts that i'll upload soon. Suggestions, Advice, and Criticism all are welcomed.

And Thank you. By the way Congratulations on your placement babe! :)
Xoxo.

Surabhi. <3

Vishvesh Raj Singh said...

Hmmmm.....
This is good.... i got to know you a little better from this.... I also came to know sweet little things about Your from this .... And yes I totally support You on This "Change".... And i can totally connect You with this....
And i seriously Liked Your blog....

Butterfly... :) said...

Thank you. :) Keep reading! :P Another post will be up soon this week only! Thank you again.

Piyush Shrivastava said...

Hey nice post Surabhi. I know you since you were that cute little girl who was easily fooled (I never tried though :P). It has been a great journey hasn't it? :)
I wish like in 10th, you do great in law too. :)

♥Sharon♥ said...

Well written post..do write more often..i thought i was the only one who hated physics n chemistry !!!

Butterfly... :) said...

Piyu --- Hehe!! :) If you would have tried we wouldn't have been friends!! :P You are a nice peson you cannot fool anyone! :) It has indeed been an awesome journey! I hope so that i'll do great in the field of law too! :)

Butterfly... :) said...

Sharon --- Please!! We can never be the only ones who hate physics and chemistry! :P Lol! Many people do! The difference between them and us is that we convey it easily and the others don't!! Thank you so much! I will try and write more often! Infact i am thinking of writing on everything that happens in my life. That includes posts on fashion too!! Please keep reading. :)

SAYANTANI SAHA said...

Awww..and that's called growing up, right?
We all make mistakes..and learn from it too :)
Thank you for visiting my blog!

siddhant said...

well written junior ! =P

i think nw u r capable enuff to fight fr justice :P
no need fr law grad. !

Butterfly... :) said...

Sid --- Hahah!! No that is necessary na!! So that when i fight i don't get locked up behind bars!! :P

APOCALYPSE said...

u arent going to fight for my life sentence , r u ? :P
just kidding...
newys dont punch ne1 during a fight ;)

Butterfly... :) said...

Sid --- If i get a good stash of money in return then why not??? :P Hahahaha!! ;) Of course not. Will kick him instead!! :D After all NO ONE misbehaves with me! :P

APOCALYPSE said...

bingo.. there you go :D
newys keep writing ..
writing is gud =)

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Butterfly... :) said...

I will!! By the way!! Follow me!!! :P I am following you too you see!! ;)

thedreamerswalk said...

Good one ! a simple day to day life thought penned in a nice way.. keep it up :)